The Road Goes Ever On and On

and I Must Follow if I can

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Stiles going through a rough few days. He’s bruised and sore and cranky but he’s trying. Trying to keep everyone ok. Trying to still be the comic relief, the jokester, the punching bag that just rolls his eyes when someone snaps or glares or lets out their frustration. He’s perfected it by now. Knows when one of them is getting too close to the edge.
How Derek’s lip will twitch with a snarl. How Malia’s nose will flare or Scott’s eyes narrow or Liam’s face scrunches. He can usually de-escalate it before it happens. Saying something funny or clever or do some dramatic flailing or sighing and bringing the attention onto himself.
But not today.
He doesn’t have it in him today. He hasn’t slept, 3 days straight of research, of wolves crawling in and out of his window. Of sailing in front of witches spells and angry pixies and limping from the library to the loft because his Jeep broke down again.
Isaac says something snarky and one of the twins hisses something back and all of a sudden the room is in an uproar, all growling and threatening stances and Derek is snarling for everyone to stand down and Stiles just looses it.
He buries his face in his hands and everyone falls silent when he lets out a strangled sob. Angry faces turn to terror, no one knowing what to do as the human—the funny one, the carefree one, the sassy one —starts crying.
Stiles has been beaten and tortured by Gerard. He’s faced Alpha Werewolves and Darachs and Kanimas without a tear and now he’s just sitting at the kitchen island sniffling into the sleeve of his hoodie.
Derek is the first to move, to look helplessly around the room and meet Scott’s eyes. And Scott gives him a worried shrug before the alpha sucks it up and walks slowly over to him. “Stiles?” Derek asks gently.
Stiles shakes his head, not able to speak. Not knowing what to say even if he could because he’s just as confused and horrified at his reaction as everyone else. There’s no reason to cry but he can’t stop now that he’s started.
“M-Man, it’s ok. Ethan is always a dick…” Isaac tries to reassure, afraid something the twin said was the triggering factor.
“I was just messing with him…” Ethan agrees, nodding uncomfortably.
“Stiles… man. You okay?” Scott tries. But it’s obvious Stiles isn’t and when he doesn’t reply Derek slowly, cautiously lifts his hand and lays it gently on the nape of his neck to scent him and that… that sets Stiles sobbing. The human turning to lean against Derek’s chest. Big, loud, hiccuping sobs that causes distress to ricochet off the bonds in a feedback loop and then Erica is crying and then Kira and then everyone is. The whole room collectively falling into varying degrees of weeping.
And no one knows why. Just knows that they all are teens and barely 20 year olds who have seen more death and pain than most people do in their entire lives. And everything is all too loud and too busy and too much. And Derek who has never touched anyone, holds Stiles in one arm and motions for the betas to gather around and both packs press together in one large puppy pile, clinging onto one another and scenting each other with Stiles sitting in the middle of them all.

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THERE IS NO ONE RIGHT WAY TO WRITE AND RULES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN. YOU GOTTA KNOW WHY THOSE RULES ARE THERE THOUGH SO YOU CAN BREAK THEM EFFICIENTLY AND EFFECTIVELY. WHEN YOU BUILD A SKYSCRAPER YOU CAN CHANGE ALL KINDS OF DESIGN ELEMENTS BUT YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND HOW THE CONSTRUCTION WORKS FIRST

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#what is it with being euphoric and being horny pretty much being the same thing in our generation #are we THIS starved of affection? are we THIS full of love to give? #maybe its the world being fucked up #and our constant need of escapism being turned into wishing for eternal vacation

People who grew up in conservative religious communities, especially those raised as girls, are taught that there’s something wrong with them if they experience sexual desire, that it’s shameful and a sign of brokenness to be horny, and that the only sex they can expect to ever have will be an experience they will have to disassociate from, but won’t be able to say no to, with zero focus on their enjoyment, and that will eventually end in them getting pregnant over and over again, whether they want it or not.

So with that context, you might be able to deduce why being able to be openly horny and have sex that is not only not painful and traumatic, but is genuinely all about what they want and like, may be freeing for many people who were raised to be sex dolls & walking wombs.

Also, if by “this generation” you mean gen z, you guys are actually incredibly sexless compared to previous generations.

Having a healthy, active sex life is very good for you. Masturbation is good for you. Sexual pleasure is one of the few sources of dopamine we have that companies can’t charge us for or monetize. It’s always 100% good when people are able to have exactly the kind of sex life they want and sex is not in any way an inferior way of expressing/experiencing closeness & connection, and horniness isn’t an inferior emotion either.

Can I add that being euphoric, happy and fullfil in a same-sex sexual situation is a big deal when you were raised to think gay sex is this shameful low thing that will kill your soul and degrade you as a person?

Most churches that are not as intolerant, that don’t raise you to be a tradwife baby machine STILL paint gay sex as a vice that will make you miserable inside. So saying “I’m actually happy AND horny” is important.

Shame around sex is an issue in religious communities, even if you are straight, even if your church isn’t as conservative. I have heard from multiple people how hard is too switch from “I have to resist sexual temptation” to “I can enjoy sex now” the minute you are married and “allowed”. And I’m talking about churches that don’t condemn masturbation or feminine pleasure. Shame around sex is a problem. Celebrations of sex are necessary.

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Had to add prev notes cause it’s too good a point to lose.

Allowing yourself to feel all your feelings openly and freely is liberating, actually, including and especially horniness 🔥🔥🔥🔥

also, not to derail this conversation from the importance of unlearning sexual shame, but the original post isn’t even that horny? there’s a mention of a trans man, his boyfriend, and a vague implication that they might have sex in the future, but the post isn’t about sex - it’s about decoration in their bedroom and the fact that they’re very happy together, doing mundane things like fixing a wobbly candle holder.

the way queer people are often hypersexualized against their will, i’d be wary of a person who sees a trans man say “i’m fixing this candle holder in our bedroom so it doesn’t fall off the wall when i have sex with my boyfriend” and thinks it’s the pinnacle of hornyposting and a sign that a whole generation is unable to express affection if it’s not through horniness.

with that being said, i second all the previous additions about how horniness is natural and good and it should absolutely be encouraged instead of suppressed. it just doesn’t sit right with me to see queer people and queer relationships as something that’s inherently so sexual that even a mention of sex between two men is a sign of some kind of cultural hypersexuality.

It takes so little for people to feel like you’re being aggressively hypersexual & in your face about it when you aren’t cis & straight.

Cis straight people can make small talk with their coworkers about how they’re “trying for a baby” (fucking often & raw) and it’s fine but god forbid a queer trans person as much as implies that they’re sexually active.

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i tend not to take museum photos of things unless i think i can take a good one, and this was in a glass case so it had a lot of glare, but the sargent exhibit at the met has the only know photograph of madame x before he repainted the shoulder strap and seeing that for the first time in my life made me feel like my body was made of static

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the met had a photo online. offering this to all of you (with the repainted one for comparison) <3

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